Unless you know me personally, you wouldn't realize how difficult this entire summer has been for me. I lost someone that can never be replaced in June, and its affected me and the rest of my family in a huge way.

If it wasn't for my boyfriend, I might not even be typing this right now. I would still be crying in the corner or I would have gone crazy in my mind. A month ago, I was still such a mess. I had no direction, I had no motivation, I had no inspiration. And despite all my tear-filled phone calls, he's continued to push me back onto my feet in the right direction. And I'm finally feeling accomplished and motivated, I'm feeling like I have a purpose and I will find it, I'm feeling full of inspiration that will be channeled in ways I've never known before.

I'm finally back, and I'm (so far) happier than before this entire mess even happened. And I'm so thankful that I have you, Greg. Without you, I wouldn't be anywhere closer to living again.

<3